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His Prayer for Eulogizing Allah and
Expressing His greatness
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
Praise is for Allah Who is the foremost of the Praised and the one Who
deserved to be worshiped till the end. Who is nearer than all those who
are present, Whose limit is unknown as He is eternal, Whose beginning
has no limit, Who was before everyone without being needing to be
everywhere but is not to be seen, Who is near to the secret gathering
without being near. Being hidden is like apparency for Him. And the
heart is lost in His greatness. Neither eyes can know His Heights nor the
heart due to His imperceptibility deny His recognition. He is visible in the
hearts but neither imagination nor feelings can ever imagine or fantasize
Him. Then He guarded His greatness above any opposites, likes,
shapes and example and made His Uniqueness as a miracle of Lord.
And made the coming generation as proof of His Creation and Power,
then He created (Human) from a drop, although there was nothing
before it. This is a proof that after destruction He will again create as He
had created the first time. Praise is for Allah, Lord of the Worlds Who
does not lose due to disobedience of the proud ones and the
worshippers do not benefit Him by their obedience. For the rebellious He
is forbearing and He overlooks the one who ascribes a partner to Him.
He is forever powerful without any limit. He will remain in His kingdom till
the annihilation of His Creatures. He is Unique without a similarity and is
independent. He doesnt have a spouse or children. He raised the skies
without any support or pillars, moved the clouds without any binding. He
is a caretaker of infinite creations but He is Allah the Unique Who
neither begets nor is begotten and there is none like unto Him. And
praise is for Allah from Whose bounties do not deprive even the
disobedient ones. He encompasses even those who disobey Him and
Whose smallest obligation can never be compensated by the greatest of
the Worshippers. He is so needless that He is not stingy to sustain even
those who deny His existence and sustaining the entire Universe does
not decrease His bounties. Creator of the universe and the One to
destroy it and the One to resurrect it again, manifest it and to
recompense for their deeds. He is aware of every secret and everything
concealed in the hearts and whatever is conveyed through tongues. He
is aware of all the things which are destroyed by the earth. He is alive
and has no death, such a Creator Who does not sleep and will continue
to exist without being extinct. He is Just Who does not oppress. He
forgives the Great sins by His Grace. If He chastises it is with justice.
Neither does He destroys a thing fearing its discontinuance nor does He
favours a thing due to its need. He has mentioned in His everlasting and
firm book: "And were Allah to punish men for what they earn, He would
not leave on the earth any creature. I wish to Praise Him in such a way
that it becomes a request to Him for increasing the bounties. And I seek
refuge from His wrath. And I verify His messenger, Mustafa (s.a.w.a.) so
that I achieve nearness to him. That messenger whom He chose for
revelation and for His Prophethood. That Prophet who is endowed with
intercession and is responsible for his rights. Whose name is
Muhammad, peace be on him, on his progeny and on his companions
and on all the Prophets and the Messengers and all the Angles. May
Allah protect them all. O my God! Hopes are destroyed, times have
changed, the tongues have lied and promises are wrong. Only Your
promise is a promise and You have said that You will forgive and Grace
us. O Allah! Bless Muhammad (s.a.w.a.) and his progeny, give me from
Your Grace, grant me refuge from the accursed Satan. You are pure,
We praise You. How Great, Exalted and Honoured are You! Your
forbearance also covers the arrogant. Your bounties have flooded the
thanks of the thanks-giver. Your forbearance is more than what the
evaluations value. Your obligations is above all those who praise You.
Had Your grace not been there why then would Your mercy be on the
people? Those whom You created with a drop when they were nothing,
then You sustained them by Your pure sustenance and by Your
continuous bounties You made them reach great heights. You made
them owners of Your lands and You called them towards Your
obedience, but they were ungrateful to Your bounties, they denied Your
existence, they bowed down before others in Your kingdom (instead of
You). What had happened if Your endurance had not given me an
opportunity (to repent) although before it (opportunity) You had
concealed it in the veils, honoured it with Your recognition, gave power
to the tongue to offer thanks to You, show me the path for Your
obedience. You made the way of Your graces easy for me. You placed
the way of achieving nearness (to You) in front of me. But the
compensation of all Your goodness from me was I recompensed evil for
goodness due to which You were displeased. Infatuated by such things,
Your great Chastisement which I deserve, I comprehend it to be less.
Your pleasure which is miles away I am running on that Path, involved in
my hopes, totally heedless to the warnings of death, completely
unconcerned of Your destruction which I am undergoing. Although Your
promise has already reached me that You expect (good) deeds from my
strength throughout my life. Now the situation is such that after
committing the greatest of sins I call upon You to increase Your
bounties, which will not come to me (as I don't deserve it) whereas Your
wrath is on me, but I am lazy due to Your excessive grace. Fully satisfied
on Your abundant sustenance, control on Your bounties in spite of
disobedience as if converting good deeds of the people into bad deeds.
I am awaiting Your mercy impatiently. I am presenting my long hopes in
Your presence as if I am satisfied with Your wrath. Surely we are from
Allah and unto Him shall we return. (2:156). This is such a calamity,
which is full of sorrow and is liable for a great chastisement. On the
contrary I think that what would have happened if I had no hopes and if
the promise of forgiving my sins were not there. I am confident of Your
forgiveness although I have committed greater sins openly. I hid myself
from all Your creatures little realizing about Your presence. My Lord!
How shall I face You? And how shall I beseech You? After accepting the
covenant I have done breach of trust. I have made You my sponsor and
security but still showed excessiveness in doing sins. In spite of all this
You called me. I was dependent on You still I did not answer You. Oh
what a calamity and how a shameful display of immoral behaviour. Alas!
What courage that I have deceived myself. But You are Pure and Great.
Now I wish to come near You. And I give You the oath of Your right that I
have come to take refuge from Your wrath. Due to my own disobedience
I have become liable for Your chastisement. You have not done injustice
on me due to my ignorance I was deceived not because of Your
tolerance. I have lost my right. Your right is intact, I have oppressed
myself. Now my hopes are on You. My confidence is on You, my faith is
on You and in Your presence I humbly submit my repentance and
helplessness. Thus have mercy on my condition. With complete
movement in my faith, and head bowed in shame I present myself. I am
troubled at the grief of my sins. Surely You are the Most Merciful of all
the Mercifuls. O the most attentive listener among those who are called.
O the best of the place of wish. O the best of the forgiver among all the
other forgivers. O the One to be near to the one who complains. I am
calling upon You. I complain to You and this complain is of the one who
has complained to the world and has lost all hopes. Now have Grace
and Mercy on my weakness. By Your vast Mercy forgive my great sins
and give me the strength to ponder over my inner self. Surely You are
the Great bestower among all those who bestow. There is no lord other
than You. You are Pure and Great and I am unjust and disobedient. O
Allah! O Unique! O Allah! O self-sufficient. O the One Who is neither
created by anyone nor begets anyone, nor has an equal. O Lord! The
ways have tired me. The distant people have pushed me, friends have
frightened me, and when no hope is left You are the ultimate hope.
When calamities overpower us You are the only supporter. In difficulties
and ease You are the only way to salvation. Thus avert the sorrow from
the one whose hopelessness, when ponders on the sins, loses hope of
salvation. O Lord! By Your mercy don't make him disappointed, as You
are the Most Merciful of all the Mercifuls.